†[ Dietrich von Lohengrin] + [ Far more sinister than the price of doubt ]†

Twinkle twinkle little star,

How I wonder where you are.


I think it's time set a fire. purge my sins. THe Star faded away long ago however so that is now how I shall set myself free.

Tohru, I'm taking the night off. I'm purging my sins with alcohol!

Shiba, you betrayed me. You made me a scape goat for your cause but I forgive you because I must. I have no power in this. You were forgiven long ago. I see why she is perfect for you.

I met that woman, she is a lot like Chika in attitude, I want you to know there are no had feelings but I also must tell you I never want to see your fucking face again. Never speak to me never seek me out. I am finished with you.

I am serious, stay away from me.

On that note, Tohru and Hitomi at separate times I wish to see you both.

Tamaki~ Hitomi~ when are you coming to visit me?

On that account how many of my friends haven't slit there wrist and gone to hell already! ROLL CALL PEOPLE! Whose alive? whose dead? Whose skipped town! I want company!

Goyjo, bring the teacher over for tea sometime! Lets make this right this misunderstanding has gone one FAR to long!

Tohru, today before 6pm. Got it?

Oh yes~ Shiba! I hope you choke on Chika and die! Have a wonderful day Cross!

Tohru, the money is been transfered into your bank account sorry it took so long to return it. I no longer wish to live there so I sold the apartment, I moved out last week I would tell you where I am now but I just don't feel like sharing.

Julia, I stole the pie. A new one is on the counter of the weapons shop waiting for you. I made it myself following Sis's cook books she left before her trip of no return. Sorry about that.

Goyjo. I'll be over tonight, keep the door unlocked.

I am feeling more like myself now but still not well enough to be social, I wont be attending this ball. I see no reason too, Shiba will be there he should be good enough for any who know me.

-von Lohengrin

Hikari, I wont be in tonight....I'm at the animal clinic, I don't know how long I will be but I just have be there I have to be here with Beloved until they chase me out.

They dont know if she will make it... I cant....I wont...

My baby kitten... The son of a bitch that hit her is fucking dead

If she lives....She will NEVER go outside again!

Oh god....Schuldich...Where is Nami? Or the Star for that matter....I dont want to be alone..

I'm starting to feel better. I cant wait to meet you friend Shiba. I hope he will be free tomorrow night, I took the night off just incase.

-Dietrich

I cant believe this shit, its been days and my plans have no yet worked. Why is he not making a move? Why is she not come yet? This is not how these things are meant to work out! My annoyances are getting higher and I find myself simply waiting for the time I spend with Shiba without him I am an empty shell of boredom. With the lose of Isaak and the dimming of my Star I wonder what is really left here of my past dealings?

My sibling they don't even speak to me. I haven't seen or spoke to Schuldig since the dating game and Nami in months, I miss my sister and brother and the life I had.

Going to AA with Goyjo just for the laughs Seeing Goyjo...whose cut me off for his teacher....I miss my friend man. Just cause his teacher doesn’t like me I don’t get to see him...I’m going to play Halo and miss Jezebel now too...

................fuck I cant even call Honda....she's pissed at me too........I have to wait for Shiba time....I’ll play the Godfather game instead....

Dietrich Von Lohengrin

I can not say I have felt this well in a long time, I can breath deeply without the burning and the wheeze is all gone I'm no doctor Isaak but I say I am all better and I allowed myself out to have a day on the town to met with that beautiful man I met at the dating game before I witnessed the great deception. And removed myself from that annoying event.

Oh on that note, I've made some changes in my life. Some of you will know this soon enough, keep an open eye and see if your one of those changes. The reason for these changes I believe  its time to give into Isaak and allow myself to return to my roots. Show the high breeding of my blood. If it would get Isaak off my case then so be it! Dietrich von Lohengrin will return to his roots! A little late since my dear father has abandoned me departed from the city, but not before I managed to talk him into leaving me the house, not that I need it with my apartment but since both are paid off why not keep them both?

Heh, I am so easily distracted by myself so as I was saying Shiba and i saw one another at the cafe and had quiet the time I have to say I enjoyed myself fully in ways I have long since forgot I could. I look forward to my next outing with Shiba!

I have taken a notice of some things about these crime scenes the news has been showing, I wonder if that angry British woman has even noticed. These cops in this city disappoint me, I guess not everyone in this city can have a superior education like I had but like those damn Kira fans which I an far from I will sit back in the shadows and watch this play out, why not try and stop them you ask?

Its none of my business I simply wish to watch and place the puzzle together while I can.

...Schuldich, when may I come see the club? Its only right I see it soon you know as the Co-owner.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

PS: JEZEBEL! LOG ON AT 2:35AM! we will be tag teaming some lame bitches who dissed out unstoppable duo~! We have to represent!

...I feel like Ive lost months of my life. I was so happy to see the snow and now I become lucid enough to realize that I am at his mercy, and for once thankful for him. and I am now 24 and dont even remember turning it. I promised my star I would spend it with her...oh well not like I ever cared before hand why care now?

Isaak, when I am fully better lets go out to dinner and we can talk about what I've been missing I know your mr social when you want to be.

Schuldich, I do apologize for dropping the project on you, I'll make it up to you somehow, kay?

and GOYJO! screw you man. That bet shouldnt count I was dying and you were still trying!...but as a man of my words.....I hate you.

-Dietrich

PS. Ringo, perhapse some night we can speak, I may have a favor to ask you.

EDIT
Mr. Hakkai; May we have dinner together when I return from my sick-leave?