†[ Dietrich von Lohengrin] + [ Far more sinister than the price of doubt ]†

I cant believe this shit, its been days and my plans have no yet worked. Why is he not making a move? Why is she not come yet? This is not how these things are meant to work out! My annoyances are getting higher and I find myself simply waiting for the time I spend with Shiba without him I am an empty shell of boredom. With the lose of Isaak and the dimming of my Star I wonder what is really left here of my past dealings?

My sibling they don't even speak to me. I haven't seen or spoke to Schuldig since the dating game and Nami in months, I miss my sister and brother and the life I had.

Going to AA with Goyjo just for the laughs Seeing Goyjo...whose cut me off for his teacher....I miss my friend man. Just cause his teacher doesn’t like me I don’t get to see him...I’m going to play Halo and miss Jezebel now too...

................fuck I cant even call Honda....she's pissed at me too........I have to wait for Shiba time....I’ll play the Godfather game instead....

Dietrich Von Lohengrin

Oh I had a wonderful past week with Esther in sunny wonderful Flordia! and this light wretched tan is ok since i got with with her, hes makes her even more beautiful...and shes put em on somewhat of a normal sleep scedual...which kind of sucks with most of my RP friends being night owls as well....and Beloved I have heard you found a new MMO while I was gone, care to fill me in?

I brought back gifts for certain people.and need to go to the post office and get the package my father snet with my tux in it tomorrow for the Gala, he told me he sent a good one, I hope he was serious...I pray it wasnt one of the ...ones he bought to tease me....

Anyway Esther, thank you so much for all of your kindness and I meant it when I said I love you. If you are awaken I am coming to see you so please let me know! I dont want to wake you up again but you forgot something of yours in my suitcase~ <3

-Dietrich

P.s. Miss Honda, call me some time so we can finish our debate.

//EDIT//

For those of you who red my last post you know I am not having a good week, but this morning walking home from Schuldich's home I ran into Gunzi, which ended delightfully concitering I snapped to my senses and ran before I let things get out of hand....

After  this happened I returned to my dorm and crashed for a few hours before surfing Gaia and playing games for a bit.  and looking up p0rn to ease the problem I went out to see Esther last night early this morning insted I ran into a woman named Yuuko. she was quite entertaing, I walked her home and was about to lay down again when I found a bulliten posted that the school theropist wishes to see me...this better not be aboiut what happened at my last school....but whatever,

to bed with me, hopeing I can sleep alone.

-Dietrich