†[ Dietrich von Lohengrin] + [ Far more sinister than the price of doubt ]†

Shiba, You owe me a nice dinner. I still have yet to meet this charming young man you keep oozing over. This Chika, I think I'd like to.

Hitomi, when shall I be taking you out on the town? or shall we wait to have our lovers reunion until after Tamaki has returned?


Goyjo buddy, pal. Drinks; lots and lots of drinks, lets have them. We'll drink the pain away.

Star; you still shine the brightest in my dark sky. all of my affection is yours.

Satan, your Lucifer asks for a dance in the pale moonlight, and his documents back.


Ahh now that messages are out of the way I can break down to business, which I have none outside of I seemed to have lost my jobs from this disappearing act. Mr. Souma, would you consider re-hiring this beautiful face? Or will I be forced into a life of starved prostitution?

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

Oh man this last weeks been so bizarre, first spending time with the devil, its always fun to dance with the devil in the pale moonlight! Not that we did but it on my list of things to do! Yes brother dearest I have made a list! I did enjoy our time together, please do let me know if I can be of service to you any time. What I did for you is one of my passions, the fact I could do so and help you at the same time was great! Just give me a call man, I’m always at home or work or last chance if I‘m not at once of the two I‘m possible out with Goyjo at the bar or the church with Esther. On a rare moon I’m over at Beloved’s playing videogames.

Then seeing Nami and her boob-cat Batman, I’ve never seen Beloved handle another cat so well…what the hell man my evil cat was purring and being friendly! Anyway so after Chinese food I showed her how to play Fable then her teaching me to eat with chop sticks, I’ve always wanted to learn I just never much in a point in it. But I’ve gotten quiet attached to these visits from Nami, her German lesions and then just spending time with someone who seems to really give a damn about what I have to say.

Beloved isn’t talking to me right now, its so sad. I wonder what I did to make him cross, oh well though. I have a moody Beloved to deal with in my apartment, she has found that she likes clawing up the side of my bed…not cool. I wonder why she acts out like this. I’m sure there’s gotta be someone who knows more about Cat’s than I do. Maybe Gunzi.

I wonder if he dropped dead, I haven’t seen him in a few weeks, I’m kind of worried. Maybe the blind man put his cane through Gunzi’s eyes as revenge for leaving him alone to visit me? I wouldn’t put it past Goyjo’s teacher to do that to him if he ever found out we were going to be hanging out…that mans so scary… I feel like the worlds got some kind of animosity towards me! All my friends have restrictions by God, lover, teacher or robo! It sucks, I spend most of my time alone.

I’ve been cracking open my theology books again! I already have a degree in it so why did I just sign up for another theology class next semester! And I know I have to go visit Yuuko before she shows up here…Damn I’m going to have to clean this place up. That woman’s not come around since she broke that murderer out of jail so my place looks like shit man… I really hate doing woman work. cleaning.

Oh yeah about the theology books, I’ve been going to church weekly by Krad’s demand and I have started noticing the contradictions again, God It makes me want to call home and talk to the old man and let him go on a rant again. Kind of miss him already. Anyway! Off topic again So I started wondering certain questions again and decided to look into them and try ignoring the contradictions, I am trying to honestly open my mind to Esther’s relgion…Master would kill me on sight if he knew…no worries I cant even take it seriously much less really do it. Anyway, I should likely try and take Esther out sometime this week for canceling that dinner with Schuldich and his robo.

Yeah I think I’m done ranting for now.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

I had a tarot reading done by Hitomi, I cant say I didn't expect the results I got when asking such fickle things but, the conversation was nice afterwards its nice to be able to open up now and then without having to kill afterwards. Hitomi would make a better therapist than Tohru any day of the week. Thank you Hitomi, for everything.


Ahh such a sad thing it is I spent today completely alone after I finished working, Played God of War II again, still disappointed that he doesn't say 'TONIGHT WE DINE IN HELL' but I can deal, I really should throw out the bootleg I have of 300 and just go buy it already. Esther's still not allowed to see it.

I still cant believe its finally official, its still a shock and it was so sweet to hear, I must be a fiend because as fast as she said it I want to hear it again. Even if the stars say its doomed.

Goyjo, I got you something. Come and get it tonight or tomorrow, but call first. It will be worth the gimping.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

....god damn I'm bored.

Well I have decided its time to put myself on a Schedule with classes coming soon and the fact I am already piled down with things to do.I will be quitting two of my jobs as soon as classes start, but for now I need them to make ends met until my finances come through but for now this is what I have to do. The dorm just was getting to small and I had issues with being there after a certain point in time.

Yesterday I woke up later than I expected, I always sleep so calm when I am around you dearest. Alas I had to rush out and go to meet Ritsuka Aoyagi for lunch as I had manners of business to speak with him. Next time we met how about we met at the park? Maybe I can show you pictures of beloved. My dear cat, I'm sure you would love it.
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-Dietrich von Lohengrin

( PRIVATE to Esther )

Your Personality Profile

You are happy, driven, and status conscious. You want everyone to know how successful you are. Very logical, you see life as a game of strategy. A bit of a loner, you prefer to depend on yourself. You always keep your cool and your composure. You are a born leader and business person.

This is a message for the Sex kitten of Cross and The smoking slut. I am sorry I ran out on you last night, I didn't feel quiet up to part.

but how about tonight we go out and have some fun? see what trouble we can make! I'm tired of being couped up and lonely so lets have a good time, ne?

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

Brother; are you and Me on for dinner tonight? I can't wait to see you It feels like ages.

Goyjo! when do you want to play Halo again? it was so much fun, you seem to know the controls well. Thank you for spending time with me.

I may update tomorrow a real update for now I have nothing to say besides my Wii is offically THE BEST GAME SYSTEM EVER!

night~
-Dietrich