†[ Dietrich von Lohengrin] + [ Far more sinister than the price of doubt ]†

Oh man this last weeks been so bizarre, first spending time with the devil, its always fun to dance with the devil in the pale moonlight! Not that we did but it on my list of things to do! Yes brother dearest I have made a list! I did enjoy our time together, please do let me know if I can be of service to you any time. What I did for you is one of my passions, the fact I could do so and help you at the same time was great! Just give me a call man, I’m always at home or work or last chance if I‘m not at once of the two I‘m possible out with Goyjo at the bar or the church with Esther. On a rare moon I’m over at Beloved’s playing videogames.

Then seeing Nami and her boob-cat Batman, I’ve never seen Beloved handle another cat so well…what the hell man my evil cat was purring and being friendly! Anyway so after Chinese food I showed her how to play Fable then her teaching me to eat with chop sticks, I’ve always wanted to learn I just never much in a point in it. But I’ve gotten quiet attached to these visits from Nami, her German lesions and then just spending time with someone who seems to really give a damn about what I have to say.

Beloved isn’t talking to me right now, its so sad. I wonder what I did to make him cross, oh well though. I have a moody Beloved to deal with in my apartment, she has found that she likes clawing up the side of my bed…not cool. I wonder why she acts out like this. I’m sure there’s gotta be someone who knows more about Cat’s than I do. Maybe Gunzi.

I wonder if he dropped dead, I haven’t seen him in a few weeks, I’m kind of worried. Maybe the blind man put his cane through Gunzi’s eyes as revenge for leaving him alone to visit me? I wouldn’t put it past Goyjo’s teacher to do that to him if he ever found out we were going to be hanging out…that mans so scary… I feel like the worlds got some kind of animosity towards me! All my friends have restrictions by God, lover, teacher or robo! It sucks, I spend most of my time alone.

I’ve been cracking open my theology books again! I already have a degree in it so why did I just sign up for another theology class next semester! And I know I have to go visit Yuuko before she shows up here…Damn I’m going to have to clean this place up. That woman’s not come around since she broke that murderer out of jail so my place looks like shit man… I really hate doing woman work. cleaning.

Oh yeah about the theology books, I’ve been going to church weekly by Krad’s demand and I have started noticing the contradictions again, God It makes me want to call home and talk to the old man and let him go on a rant again. Kind of miss him already. Anyway! Off topic again So I started wondering certain questions again and decided to look into them and try ignoring the contradictions, I am trying to honestly open my mind to Esther’s relgion…Master would kill me on sight if he knew…no worries I cant even take it seriously much less really do it. Anyway, I should likely try and take Esther out sometime this week for canceling that dinner with Schuldich and his robo.

Yeah I think I’m done ranting for now.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin