†[ Dietrich von Lohengrin] + [ Far more sinister than the price of doubt ]†

My birthday's vastly getting near and I don't like that...I dont want to get old...At worst the heats out at my apartment so I have no choice but stay with Isaak. AND I haven't even told HIM yet...hi father.

To make this wonderful news better, I think I'm getting sick on top of it all...just fucking brilliant. I miss my star...

…No one told me…

I had to find out through Hikari….Isaak please don’t leave me. Please just stay a few more days I don’t want to be alone and Hikari doesn’t want me at work like this.

I will be keeping to myself from now on, lack for that meeting I have with the man in black, Is Wednesday good for you? I‘m a little under the weather today hung over and sick.

Star, I will try and make a wish upon you when I can find you in the skies again.

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-von Lohengrin

first off


Second off Miss Ringo it was a pleasure meeting you, and again I am sorry for being a bastard Mr. Iqus. And Cat Skin it was nice getting to know you. I've sadly lost the ring masters cane and hat tonight I know Mr. Souma will be pissed but maybe I can pay him to make me another set..

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Also, Esther gave birth to our first baby, I was their so I can say ours She named it Roger, its can be made better faster stronger! I must not steal Roger and play with his insides! I must resist! This is our child not my Frankenstein! I do wonder if she has realized that shes dating a computer wizard? I've been messing with these things since the old school Mac...

This doesn't mean I'm old...FUCK YOU ALL!

But all in all, tonight wasn't half bad.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

Yes Esther; I did use Roger! I got you all set up so you don't have to be scared anymore. Be lucky I remembered you cant speak German. I almost switched the languages on you. If you need any help please don't hesitate to wake me. I'll still be sleeping I assure you, I've been running three days without sleep. Yeah I faked going to sleep just so I could play with Roger, but no fear. I'm not cheating with the technology, I was watching you sleep too.

Oh man this last weeks been so bizarre, first spending time with the devil, its always fun to dance with the devil in the pale moonlight! Not that we did but it on my list of things to do! Yes brother dearest I have made a list! I did enjoy our time together, please do let me know if I can be of service to you any time. What I did for you is one of my passions, the fact I could do so and help you at the same time was great! Just give me a call man, I’m always at home or work or last chance if I‘m not at once of the two I‘m possible out with Goyjo at the bar or the church with Esther. On a rare moon I’m over at Beloved’s playing videogames.

Then seeing Nami and her boob-cat Batman, I’ve never seen Beloved handle another cat so well…what the hell man my evil cat was purring and being friendly! Anyway so after Chinese food I showed her how to play Fable then her teaching me to eat with chop sticks, I’ve always wanted to learn I just never much in a point in it. But I’ve gotten quiet attached to these visits from Nami, her German lesions and then just spending time with someone who seems to really give a damn about what I have to say.

Beloved isn’t talking to me right now, its so sad. I wonder what I did to make him cross, oh well though. I have a moody Beloved to deal with in my apartment, she has found that she likes clawing up the side of my bed…not cool. I wonder why she acts out like this. I’m sure there’s gotta be someone who knows more about Cat’s than I do. Maybe Gunzi.

I wonder if he dropped dead, I haven’t seen him in a few weeks, I’m kind of worried. Maybe the blind man put his cane through Gunzi’s eyes as revenge for leaving him alone to visit me? I wouldn’t put it past Goyjo’s teacher to do that to him if he ever found out we were going to be hanging out…that mans so scary… I feel like the worlds got some kind of animosity towards me! All my friends have restrictions by God, lover, teacher or robo! It sucks, I spend most of my time alone.

I’ve been cracking open my theology books again! I already have a degree in it so why did I just sign up for another theology class next semester! And I know I have to go visit Yuuko before she shows up here…Damn I’m going to have to clean this place up. That woman’s not come around since she broke that murderer out of jail so my place looks like shit man… I really hate doing woman work. cleaning.

Oh yeah about the theology books, I’ve been going to church weekly by Krad’s demand and I have started noticing the contradictions again, God It makes me want to call home and talk to the old man and let him go on a rant again. Kind of miss him already. Anyway! Off topic again So I started wondering certain questions again and decided to look into them and try ignoring the contradictions, I am trying to honestly open my mind to Esther’s relgion…Master would kill me on sight if he knew…no worries I cant even take it seriously much less really do it. Anyway, I should likely try and take Esther out sometime this week for canceling that dinner with Schuldich and his robo.

Yeah I think I’m done ranting for now.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

Being back at work is same as always, same perverts same fan girls. I did miss Cross. Met a cool guy, his names Dante, He is Sparta. Not really but its cool enough. I got nothing else really important to say except I KNOW that days coming closer and closer….I don’t wanna be 24... I hate being this old.

Oh and Brother Dearest, Do you even remember what you asked me at the party? If you do let me know if your serious. I might be willing depends on what you got to offer. I’ll even wear my boots
-Dietrich von Lohengrin

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First off

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Did you miss me Cross? I know I am late but I am home and feeling much better with all that drama out of the way! And just in time for All Hollows Eve, It seems Goyjo is not available so I have to go find a new costume it would be no fun to be Bartelby without Loki, unless my older brother would like to be my Loki! Otherwise I do believe I have have an idea! &l3

Cat-Skin, as I'm back I will be taking my hours back. Thanks even if you did it for Krad, I do thank you for covering my hours. If you ever need anything I will be willing to help if you want it.

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Esther! Do you want to go to Tamaki's party with me if I havent already missed it? I'm sure we can find you a beautiful angels custome before the party!

Tamaki, again if I haven't missed it. Count me in.

Starbucks is the BEST place on earth!

-Dietrich

....I miss my family. Nami and Schuldich that is...

Beloved is acting funny too....I wonder whats wrong with her.

I need a new hobby. I almost feel like going home for the holidays to visit with that man and ask forgiveness.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

Halloween Meme

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homicidal_light puts real eyeballs in your brains

kona_otaku swoops on childoftaboo and drains their gerbils

lovelessbandit summons the undead armies of sisterstar to steal your candy

machinated_soul eats taroto_cardo's spicy, spicy brains.

puppetry_skills calls seksayschubee to let them know the psycho killer's in the attic

seksayschubee shows up with burning torches, pitchforks and dip

sisterstar TPs ears_preserved

taroto_cardo TPs your socks

violentcourtesy buries puppetry_skills at the crossroads with a axe through their heart

LJ Name

ESTHER! I'm coming to service tonight! I will see you there!

Greetings whoever reads this,

You must have noticed I always have at least one private cut per post. This is because what I think is solely my right to know. But I'm not making this private, I'm going to make my thoughts open just to do it.

I should not have to be careful about what I say, I should not have to worry if what I say is going to upset people. I am a bastard and I know this, almost everyone who I am friends with can agree with this, Well I'm sure Tamaki would disagree simply because he does not see the bad in people.

I am not sorry that I made a bog deal that I didn't know that Esther was from Europe, Its kind of a big deal to me that I offer information about myself to you but all I really know about you is your an orphan raised by the church, and now that you told me last night. Again most may not see this as a big deal but we have been playing this game for over a year. There are some things I should know.

Also, saying I per claim the fact I'm German. Its hard to hide when I have this wretched accent Esther Blanchett even if I hadn't told you anyone with half a brain would know! Some days I wonder if love is suppose to be this annoying. Every couple days were arguing again and I'm fucking sick of it. I mean most people fight to make up but damn it were not even to that level! After a year of knowing you and taking you out as much as I do, actually falling for you as hard as you and almost all of cross knows I did! I AM STILL WITHOUT! It's getting old.

I don't care what you think about what I've said here, I wont take it back I wont apologize. I have a right to be upset when a simple misunderstanding ended with our date being cute short and you walking out. Its annoying Esther, either learn to deal with the fact I can be a bastard or tell em off SOMETHING! so something besides avoidng the issues! Don't tell me to leave, don't walk off. Face the problem or we will be in limbo forever!

okay now I'm late for work, fuck. Let me know what you want, before midnight.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

PS. Fuck you Riddle, Im on my way.

Tamaki, Hitomi I hope you enjoyed the tea leaves when I get more we can try again! Maybe we can have Esther join us and see if she gets that wretched reading I did. I hope not, not yet anyway I'm far to young~!

Brother dearest! Your always endless amounts of fun! I may have a way to up you one if you except film instead of in person! Either way know that if you get bored I am always bored and willing to spend time with you.


Esther; its still dark out and I'm going to bed, you proud of me?

-Dietrich von Lohengrin