tinynazi | I don't need your shit today, You're pathetic in your own way.

Krad, fuck you I'm not coming to work today. Find someone else. Tamaki, Hitomi I don't know if I will come to your friends party anymore I'm in a terribly fowl mood and at the time being around 8am I font even know anymore I have just finished off the liquor in my home so No. I may not be in form for such a event. We will see but I cant promise. I do stupid things when people piss me off.

Your being a selfish brat you know that. I only asked you something I deserve to know. ~~I should just stick to being a whore its easier than being in love.~~ I'll send someone for my shoes.

I hate these feelings I want them to go away. He's right all they do is make me weak and slow down my process of becoming what they want me to be. I shouldn't have turned down going to Berlin last week I wouldn't have been here I would have been at home tonight arguing with HIM about the differences in Mozart and Bach's symphonies over books of lure. not trying to figure out why I am a slave to these feelings!

I'm going to bed now.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

PS: Kiriku, feel free to call anytime after 7pm. I will most definitely be up by then.

[PRIVATE to the whore of babylon]
Jezebel,
When you wake up come and see me, the key is in the mailbox in the hello kitty envolpe, just come in and wake me if I am asleep otherwise come find me as soon as you come in we need to talk...I need to talk to someone. I know I can trust you you and I are kindred souls after all no one else can handle this load so come and talk to me Ill be waiting.
-Mage
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